Cheerleading???

I used to think that all these competitions mean a lot to me, but now I don't think so anymore. I now think it's a frigging waste of time. I just can't get over what happened last year. What kind of jugdes do they have, anyway?

why do I even CARE???

I have just so many commitments...I wish there's some way to wipe away all of these empty promises...Why doesn't life come with an eraser? I think she's mad at me. Today I think I acted super bitchy. I was all, like, giving these catty looks and snide remarks. I'm down for Maths remedial. Shit--another commitment. With the Pang. I was actually supposed to have it with the Chua (with Sarah Wee) but I changed it.

So now Sarah Wee's alone.

ALONE.
ALONE.
Unless she changes.
Change.

What am I crapping about?

A leopard never changes it's spots. ya know what?? I think Danica was right. She said I think too much. I'm currently alone at home. It's a very nice feeling. Being alone, I mean. I can just forget everything. I wonder how much more I can take. Scarring me forever.

She's very quiet nowadays, d'ya think???
I hope its because she's finally feeling something.

I am SOOO tempted to give my blog add. to them...should I??? I could be inviting more trouble than I already have. It's pretty obvious I'm talking about them. It's their fault. They didn't include in their contract that I couldn't blog abt them. HAha. loophole. Do you think they will report me again??

What's your opinion guys?

If a friend you trusted and hangs out with suddenly, at the end of the year, reports you to the counsellor because she claims that she's been "bullied" by you throughout the year, how would you feel???
You confront her but she says she's merely "helping" you. Helping my fuck.

I feel so betrayed...and it's not the first time.

How many of you see me as a threat?????!!!???

I think now they see their mistake..but a simple sorry and a few tears ain't gonna fucking piece my life back. Yes, there's nothing that you can do. except for maybe going up to the counsellor and telling her to fuck off, visit my family and tell them you are fucking sorry and to all my teachers, telling them you made a fucking mistake

I can't be bothered to talk to you guys. But hell yeah, I'm gonna keep crapping on you till I die.