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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Gerard will.... Hate you at first then he thinks hes in love with you
Frank will.... ask you for your phone number
Mikey will.... push you out a second story window
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Monday, March 26, 2007
My Imagination.

I remember that old barney song. It still remains my favorite. -Just imagine...just imagine...just imagine all the things that we...could be...imagination's fun for you and me...-
I'm
13 and yet I have an imagination as wild as a young child.
Don't believe me??? I'll show you an excerpt of my imagination scribbles...I bet Siaw EE would like this...

Dated 26th march, 9.26 p.m.

"I just finished reading The Blood Confessions. My Chemical Romance=My Sinestra. But currently not liking Sinestra. Well. Ameera just gave me an MCR poster. Yea her! I've started talking to The Black Parade...(the alter-ego of MCR). Sometimes I do get mixed up between the two. But I know MCR is the nicer one. Gerard is currently looking over my shoulder and reading this. He is now smirking. Laughs. Bob's tucked away at a corner of my room, listening to his MP4. Ray's checking out my guitar, Mikey is looking at my pictures and books. frank's at the com, playing a game. gerard is minding everyone's business except his own. heh him.

[gerard]: Frank is so engrossed in the game...he's holding his dick!!!-lafs-
[frank]: -tosses pillow at gerard- Shut up.
[ray]: Dude. your guitar is seriously out of tune. -starts playing it horribly-
[gerard]: -tosses pillow at ray- get out.
[Mikey]: this is YOU? -grabs my photo- Wow. You look nice.
[hanis]: Don't let Alicia(his fiancee) hear you say that. -thinks- actually yea, let her hear you.
[mikey]: -grins- Wishful thinking.
[hanis]: Gerard...-whines- are you sure you don't have any more brothers???
[gerard]: -grins- Wishful thinking.
[frank]: Aaah shut up you bitches.

-hanis goes to Bob and messes his hair up-

[bob]: it took me 20 minutes to do my hair!!!
[hanis]: -looks disbelievingly- You???
[bob]: Oh all right. My hairstylist.
[hanis]: idiot. -sits down next to bob- What cha listening to??
[gerard]: knowing him it will probably be the sounds of nature.
[frank]: mmmm...orgasmic thought.
[hanis]: -smiles and loops fingers through mikey's belt- Your eyes are hot.
[mikey]: Don't let alicia hear you. -smiles and looks into my eyes-
[Bob]: -sings in a horribly loud voice- I wanna love you!!!
[hanis]: He sure knows how to take the glamour out of everything.
[Ray]: -joins in the singing-
[hanis]: Oh god. Now I know why neither of them are singers.
[mikey]: you don't know the real reason yet. -waggles eyebrows-
[hanis]: Mike? let's go down for pizza.
[gerard]: Can't do that, sweet. Too much ppzee.
[hanis]: aww. Then why can't we DO something??-flops onto bed-
[gerard]: -in a low and sexy voice- I could be your entertainment fling.
[hanis]: -grins- Wishful thinking.
-Gerard tickles me and a pillow fight soon ensues-
[frank]: -laughing- Shit I think I've got a feather in my nose!
[ray]: thanks for that impressive picture.
[bob]: Aww. My earphones broke.

-looks at Frank-

[frank]: What? I ain't done nutin'.
[gerard]: If you call ripping pillowcases and jumpin' off desks nutin, I wonder what sumtin' means to you.
[frank]: -growls- Making out with Hanis. -swipes me into his arms-
[hanis]: -laughing- -pushes frank away- Don't cut it out, Frank. I'm straight.
[bob]: -Continues laughing after everone stops, then falters at Mikey's face-
[Mikey]: -looks at watch- -yelps- Look at the freaking time!!
[hanis]: -pleads- It's only two to 12!!
[Mikey]: Sorry, hon. We gtta go.
[hanis]: -races to them while they get ready to leave- Are you coming back again tomorrow night?
[gerard]: -turns around and gazes at me with meltingly adorable eyes- Hey. Doll.

-I look up reluctantly-

[gerard]: -cups my chin and whispers- Don't stop if I fall, and never look back..Baby bury me and fade to black.

-bye.-


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to stare or wash away the BLOOD?