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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Friday, March 16, 2007
Of all the things in the world...

Yesterday I went for my ice skating lessons.
I'm quite happy with myself coz I made some progress in my backwards circle skate. Basically you have to practice your backwards wiggle, backwards scissors, backwards "stepping", and generally skating backwards. Which is a lot before you can do your skate backwards in a circle. So yeah, my circle was kinda shoddy, coz my backwards scissors isn't that great. But still, I managed to skate in a circle. YEA ME!!

Hah. So now I have tons of musclesand blisters. And after skating, I went to eat choc chips, which made my gums bleed again. So I was eating chocolate and my blood, which isn't a great combo, but I was really hungry.

Though I have made a pact to go on a diet. My cheerleading uniform for Drama SYF was measured when I was at my absolute THINNEST, and I've gained like, 5 kg this year. Plus I pity the poor ppl I'm standing on. So my diet will consist of salads and plain water. I ate a salad for breakfast, but during Drama Mrs. Chua and Mr.Matt bought us pizzas. URGH. My diet is blown off today. HAHA. After SYF we had a Drama 'bitch' session, where we basically bitch and backstab ppl we hate or recommend ppl we love.SO WHAT? It's evil, but it's what bonds us closer. Yep, us all, Mrs.Chua and Mr.Matt. I don't think any other CCA does that. HAH.

I have to see the doctor now. I dont know whats wrong with me... see ya

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to stare or wash away the BLOOD?