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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
OUCH

yes. Ouch.

Today I woke up only to find my entire left cheek swollen and bruised. When I moved my mouth, it felt like there was something stuck in the crevice of my teeth and my cheek. I checked it, and guess what I found? My gums at the side of my left cheek were swollen and bloody. OUCH.

I couldn't eat that much coz when I do, my gums start to bleed again. And now I'm having horrible throbbing pains that shoot up from my neck to the left part of my head. It feels as though someone is stabbing a blunt knife into my head from time to time.

It's really painful and I was really grumpy today. It hurts, like, seriously. Someone offer me flowers and MCR stuffz.

Maybe it's not such a bad thing. Maybe God has granted my wish to fall sick and not be able to go to school for the entire week. What a coward I am. Who says I can't be positive??

Or did you come
to stare or wash away the BLOOD?