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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Gerard will.... Hate you at first then he thinks hes in love with you
Frank will.... ask you for your phone number
Mikey will.... push you out a second story window
Ray will.... Drag you in his room and have kinky sex with you
Bob will.... Ignore you
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Monday, April 16, 2007
I GOT A BLOGSKIN!!!!!

Yes i got a blogskin... it's a tempo one!!!!

It's MCR related....the lyrics are from MCR's song, called Demolition Lovers. I don't really like the space given on the skin, so will be changing it. OH shucks I love JASLYN hahahaha. DEMOLITION LOVERS rock!!!!!!!!

Yes, thank god. I feel contented today.i got a skin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hanis got a skin!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MIAOW. I think the skin is really classic, like something totally out of this world. Oh yeah...I wanna tell you guys abt some weird dream I had yesterday...

I was at this resort, and it was beautiful...palm trees and white sand. Then the hotel-resort I was in was like, heaven. There was everything I wanted. AHHHH. But it has a special effect to it. The services were more than I bargained for... it was haunted. Not by ghosts, but by the owner's own memories. So when I went in, it was like, flash. flash. Flash Flash. all those little pieces of bad memories came flooding back, and at last I saw blood,...the most recent of my memory. The blood from my wound...as I spelled out on the wall... 'SORRY'

So the scared me, unable to face the past, ran outside only to face another obstacle: climbing a mountain. I had to get to the other side. At first it looked like a relatively easy climb, but the mountain seemed to get steeper each time I took a step. Then, my energy ran out. I was so close to the top...so close, but I started to fall. Into that sheer abyss below. I knew that I would die. But suddenly, something grabbed me and hoisted me up. Strong hands. This has never happened before.

I saw the hands, but not the face. Pale, strong hands. Long fingers. Strength surged thru me. And I survived. I woke up.

Then, when I came home from school today, I change and begin admiring MCR posters and pictures like I always do. I switched on the com in my room,and crawled through my folder to see if there was any left over work to do. Nothing, so I opened a file called MCR stuff. And stumbled upon this picture of Gerard Way, his hands interlocked with each other, the background a misty graveyard, and his eyes a mysterious brown-grey. The caption below:

"I don't think this band will ever start feeling light or good. But when it's the natural time, it should die."

Then. Major dejavu. Like majorly major. I saw the hands before...but where? OH YES. my dream. Those strong hands, pale strong hands. Long fingers. The guy who saved me from that dark abyss below.

GERARD WAY.

Or did you come
to stare or wash away the BLOOD?