AAAhhhh....the dreaded CA week is now a 2 weeks away.... SHOOT.

I have requested the help from my darling MARIE to tutor me in MATH. She's gonna teach moi on certain THURSDAYS with NICOLE. Wait I'm using a lot of Caps.... ah well. I really need the help to get this concert ticket please!!! If any one of you would like to sacrifice volunteer yourself to tutor me in any subject, I will REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!! Thanks!!

So these are my tutors for Term 2:

Marie - Math

Siaw Ee - Science

Ok I just realized that their names match with the subjects they're teaching. LAME. LAME LAME.

Oh yeah I wanted to tell you guys about this HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE I had last night. I've had this nightmare ever since...Sec 1. But they always crop up in different versions. There was one version where I dreamt that I stopped in front of a friend's house while on my way home, then my friend came out, then she suddenly fastened herself to me and started to kill me. It was SUPER FREAKY, I tell you. And the worst part of the dream was that I could feel the pain. I was screaming in AGONY.

So...yesterday I was in bed, and then I started to familiarize myself with the place. Oh no. I thought. Oh nonononono. I've been here before. There- the palm trees, the bushes, the scary forest, the row of straight houses- the unbelievably fake setup, not unlike the ones you see in a drama theatre, colorful and bright on the outside, but you know when these were taken away, all that will be left is a bare, dull stage. So I was walking, when I decided to turn into a toilet. In the toilet, I found a watch. Then, suddenly, I heard a voice that said "Once the clock reaches 00:00, the world will come to an end." And before I could say or do anything, the clock started, starting from 04:58. I can remember. That was how detailed my nighmares were. So I rushed out of the toilet into a beach, where I found the entire class of 2e3, although the faces were a bit blurred. I shouted at them : "Run for your lives!!! The end of the world is coming!!!!! Repent, regret and love everything!!"

Uh. The class just stared at me. And laughed. I felt like such a fool. I fought back tears and ran back to my family, where we prepared our graves and said some prayers. The time was coming. At that very minute, I saw what our world had come to - everyone outside, running around in bikinis and drinking champagne. Botox, Lipo, implants were ovious from every angle as the girls paraded down looking like similar Barbie (Tm) dolls.

I was so afraid. My heartbeat really accelerated, and it was painful. I could actually FEEL my heart beating loudly, and I told myself that if I don't die soon, I'd die of fear. It was horrible. My heart was so irregular I wondered if I could breathe properly again. Then, the clock ticked: 00:20.

I closed my eyes. And waited.....

I woke up. I was clutching my throat and breathing heavily, my heart beat was REALLY jumping. The time? 4 am. It was as if I just ran over 20 km at night in a graveyard. So yeah, that was how it felt like. My heart is currently beating very fast right now as I type this. There were many more nightmares I have currently visited. I've never slept peacefully since I ws....6 yrs old. But only recently I've started waking up after all these nightmares, and they come in high colour resolution. It's horrible. Sometimes the things that I draw depict what I saw in my sleep. Don't laugh when I say this k? But one of the most horriblest I've ever seen is one of Spongebob Squarepants. I was in his house and was trying to find my way through. And his walls were painted with murals of skeletons, demons and skulls, whatnot. Things jumped at you from every corner.Then I heard a haunting voice. It was Spongebob, in the shower. I ripped open the covers and saw a VAMPIRE SPONGEBOB EATING SOMETHING ALIVE. His eyes were narrow slits with green and red in them,. and he had fangs, which were bloodied with blood. He laughed at me and I was so stunned. it's as if your teddy bear became vicious and vampire-y and started eating your pet or something.

So I ran ran ran away from the place. Whenever I revisit that place, I learned to not to open my eyes and not to open the shower. But his voice was so haunting...so haunting....
It was somthing like this: Na...nanana....nAAA...na...nananana....NAAA.....

Shudders. My heart is beating wildly. Can you hear it??

See? Even I'm disturbed when I'm awake. What about my sleep??? I've never slept so peacefully. So that's why I love MCR so much. There is this song called "Sleep" in MCR's third album, and the first time I heard it, I fell asleep. No nightmares, nothing. Just plain sleep. And it was bliss. I realized how tired I was after the sleep. Gerard Way's voice is so soothing in that song. Guess what? He wrote that song because of the nightmares he experiences, and he also has troubles sleeping! Isn't that cool or what?

Ah well . Friday the thirteenth anyway. I'm getting tired of being afraid to sleep... Awake and unafraid...asleep or dead? MCR - Hero of the Century .

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!