It's been a long long TIME coz of the CA week...

Oh yea Gerard helped me get an A for my Geography. YAY!!! I'm on my (way) to getting an MCR jacket and bag...whatnot...

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: AT WORLD'S END opens in cinemas on 24th MAY. MY BIRTHDAY!! Yea me!! JOhnny Depp is so hot...gawsh...smiles

Watching Spiderman 3 after my parents' examinations. Which is...this and next week... oh no.... long wait.... OMIGOSh yea I wanna tell you guys about this weird dream I had yesterday.

Okay.. I somehow managed to tour with My Chemical Romance for some reason, and we were at Singapore, and MyChem were scheduled to play at this two storey studio. (which looked a lot like our studio, except bigger) and we were getting all hyped up for the concert, and were slapping hands.

But then. Gerard suddenly lost all interest in the concert, so I went outside and saw alll MCR fans outside. I asked them how long they've been waiting, and they said 5 or 2 hours. So I told Gerard, but he told me to get out. I was so pissed and hurt. So I went out of the studio, in my MCR costume and all.

Ah. But after a while I began to get a really bad feeling. Like, seriously bad. The studio was connected to the hospital (coz I was there just yesterday) and I spent like, a lot of time trying to find out which floor the studio was on.

finally, an old grandma told me where, (2nd floor) and I raced across it. There were two studio doors. One of them opened to this HUGE library. Nope. Not the one. The other door. Oops. Had a security guard. But this was what I said in my desperation:

Me:"Um...I really need to get in..."
SG: " Why?"
Me: "Coz...I'm one of the dancers in the concert."
(Obviously this guy was clueless about MCR)
SG:"Alright then. Make sure you stay inside."

So he tries to open it, but can't. the handles inside were glued together. It's those kind of two-storey transparent glass doors, and I could see Gerard and Mikey on the second floor. They were talking to some fans. Gerard was crazy. he was practically strangling the poor girl. When he saw me , he mouthed "sorry." But suddenly, there was this HUGE crash.

I saw Mikey falling through the flimsy flooring of the second floor. He was gonna get seriously injured. In some kind of adrenaline rush, I screamed "MIKEY!!!!" and miraculously kicked open the door. I dived in to break his fall, but his head hit the cement with a loud CRACk. I managed to save his spine from damage though. All the fans were crying and were ushered out by the guards. Gerard came down, crying, and telling Mikey to hold on.

He made it. thank god. If I hadn't saved him, he would have been permanently paralyzed. He just had his head bandaged. Gerard hugged me, tears and all, and whispered his thanks. I then received the privilege of singing 'Sweet Sacrifice' with Gerard and the rest of the band. alone in the studio. It was magical.

The time came for them to leave. So there I was, in my dark red velvet...very morbid MyChem dress, waving goodbye to the band members, who rode away in a mini white van. Which was graffitied by them. I thought they were just gonna leave me like that, but then I saw Gerard's face peeking through the windows. And he was smiling. Which reminded me of something he once said:

"I don't think this band will ever start feeling light or good. But when the natural time comes, it should die."

True but sad. Very sad. And I woke up at 4 am in the morning to the sound of the howling, vicious wind.



Shhh. Sometimes I can still hear my screams ringing through the corridor... "Mikey."