I have always loved Avril Lavigne.

She was my idol when the Sk8ter Boi vid came out. I loved the way she rocked and stuff, like, she was totally crazy. But at that time I wasn't blessed with a single inkling of how to dress, so I was mentally unable to pick out clothes. I was instead, honored with the talent of hating shopping. (CONFESSION: I still kinda do) So, those little pieces of cloth you see hanging in my oh-too-small wardrobe were the result of my ignorance.

WELL. Good news to you fashionistas who are most probably fainting time and time again reading this post. ME, HANIS KHAIRUNNISA, IS GETTING A WARDROBE MAKEOVER. Yay! You may breathe now. I will be making a built-in wardrobe in my room, (I have already sketched out my plans, and THANK GOD the patient contractor was able to understand my pathetic drawings-let's just say Mdm. Seah won't be too proud) and shall be able to receive it at the end of this month. Most unfortunately, I wasn't able to pick out a lovely black oak colour, (parent interference) and was instead FORCED to choose white oak.

So, what am I going to do with all of that new-found space of mine? CLOTHES. Of course. Avril lavigne- inspired clothes. I have taken to a pretty tomboyish appearance this week, and am trying VERY hard to look like Ms. Avril in Sk8ter Boi. OKAY OKAY. You're most probably wondering : Hanis? Avril Lavigne? What...w..what? So let me explaineth.

JUST BECAUSE I LIKE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE DOES NOT MEAN I HAVE TAKEN A LIKING FOR BLACK AND RED COLORS. I have to admit though, those are pretty good combos. But I really prefer light purple and black. HAH.

So, as I was saying, I have fallen fashion victim to the punk-rock-chick-boyish look. Am trying to salvage what's left of my wardrobe to pull together a very cool-looking outfit that um, would hide my flaws. Flaws of not being able to find clothes that are nice. SHH. (Don't tell anyone) AH! I have found a pair of nice-looking army overalls. Let's see....pair it with a nice black shirt...and....and....eew. Looks too plain. EEYURGH. Not my style. Shorts? Leggings? OH MY...GOSH IT LOOKS.....WEIRD.

Yep. Totally my style. *stashes away weird-looking combination into the back of my rotting wardrobe*

OOOh yes. Before I rant on and bore all of you to death. IhavefoundaverycutepictureofJaredLetoinhishighschool.
There! All said in one breath.

Do you know that I own only ONE miniskirt? (YES YES, You're DYING!) But I, as I've mentioned before...I think.... that I pretty much grew up with guys. So I don't feel a need to erm...sell my lovely gorgoeus-y tanned never-ending legs. HEh. I like PANTS AND THREE QUARTERS. The last time I wore a skirt was when....I met the President. Er...what was that? Beginning of this...year.... HAHAHA. (DIE, B'S!!!!)

ENOUGH SAID ABOUT MY FASHION SENSE. My very twisted...sense. Hey. Not all people are born with a fashionistic sense. BOO.

Oh god..no...my brain is threatening me a meltdown.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Kays. shall say whatever's left of that little storage space in my head.

THINGS THAT I WANT TO ACHIEVE IN SEC.SCHOOL:

-Go through at least 10 phases, which may involve a certain amount of scaring in certain people

-Have some motherfucking bad-ass bitches by my side which I shall dearly label as my friends (ACHIEVED-BUT NOT FROM THIS SCHOOL)

-Become a motherfucking bad-asser myself (saving for probably Sec.3)

-Become a really really prissy good-ass preppy schoolgirl (Urgh-haven't I done that in Sec 1?)

-Commit at least one REALLY REALLY big offence which may involve a couple of detentions and heart-to-heart chats with Mrs.Sin. Eew. May scrape that one off.

-Get drunk one day and come to school in a hangover

-Have at least one decent (motherfucking bad ass) guy by my side..

-Have a really really bad argument with a motherfucking bitch teacher in front of the class (It's fun, ya know?)

-Make as many people smile when they are around me XD

-Make and keep as many friends as possible. (:


Ah. Mrs Sin would be so proud. I have lovingly carved out my future. I guess the reason why I'm not afraid to do all these is because I'm not afraid of being kicked out. I don't worry about my grades either. I know I can be smart if I want to. I'm an actress. I can be ANYONE I want to be!!!!!!

I CAN BE ANYONE I WANT TO BE!!!!!! I used to think me acting in school, in everyday life was making me hate myself, but since noone seems to care, I shall instead turn it into an advantage. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Just don't be scared if I'ma girly girl one day and a tomboy the next. i have accepted that that is who I am. I AM A WORM!!! i just can't stay in one place at one time. I have to be EVERYONE!!!!

HEHE. So, here's the crazy me signing OFF.

She was a one-time teenage drama queen
A hot tough everyday WANNABE