I am like, sooooo bored.

It's the June hols and I suddenly miss my primary school days. I just realized that some of us girls here should really pick up some lessons from the guys. It's good for gals to be exposed to guys in primary school, yeah...

I remember...

That time when I was playing catching with the guys at the corridors, and the teachers came out to scold me, the boys ran up towards the teachers and told her it was them. When I copied off a guys' worksheet and the teacher found out, he said he copied MY work. When a teacher accused me ruthlessly of killing the pet rabbits in our school, the boys were there to back me up. When my girlfriends ditched me, the boys invited me to play soccer with them during recess so that I won't be lonely. (I was always the goalkeeper!)

I had a guy-friend who was going through some pretty rough times. Then, when he was playing soccer, he started beating up his best friend for no reason. His best friend suffered a brutal cut on his chin, but when I went to see how he was doing, he just shook his head and said, "It's Ok. I'm his best friend. There's something else in his life that he's worried about. Don't scold him. Be there for him." Tell me. If your best friend suddenly punches you out of the blue, you'd most probably cry and give her the cold shoulder for a month. I really admire some guys.

I had a guy enemy (who's my good friend now) and we downright hated each other. One day, as I was running down the corridor, he stuck out his foot and I fell over, and my mouth hit something sharp. It was bleeding, but what my enemy did was unexpected. He didn't run away like most jerks do. He helped me up and wiped away the blood. Asked me if I was okay. He looked so goddamn worried I laughed. Ever since then, he's been great.

Now that I look back, I realized another thing. There was one time when a couple of troubled boys started smoking in school. I went to that particular place to play soccer again. But my guy-enemy started throwing stones at me. I thought the boys asked him to do that. But what he did was way better. He didn't want me to get sucked in to that kind of influence, he was keeping me away.

The guys who got caught smoking were caned. By my dad. He's a policeman. It was hard, coz the boys knew he was MY dad. I thought they would hate me. But they didn't. One boy in particular caught my attention. He went around school limping, with scars on his legs. But he was still friends with me. He joked, he laughed. I felt for him.

It's fun being in a mixed school coz there will be stuff like "OMG I heard he likes that girl with the long hair" or stuff like that. It's very amusing. I like it. It's even nicer if you're part of a rumor. "hey hanis I heard he likes you lah... yeah that guy...see? He's staring at you like that... so dreamy...sure he want you one..." It's cute. It's all part of growing up. There'll be jealousy, betrayal, but it prepares you for the outside world. I found that I get hurt easily in a girls' school rather than a mixed one. Eeyurgh.

It's fun. Juggling guys, studies, CCA's, it's part and parcel of life. I like all these guy rumours. I'm not a crazy-boy type, (considering I grew up with them rather than the girls) but it gives you a sense of pride when a boy falls for you. It boosts your confidence. It tells you "Hey. I'm actually good enough for someone. I've got some values that that guy wants." Uh...unless that guy wants you for your boobs and butt, then that's a totally different story.

OKAY. I've shown the other side of guys.

I've currently fallen in love with a band called 30 seconds to mars, and I got the last album of the stock!!! XD. Jared, the lead singer, looks like Johnny Depp and Gerard Way mixed together. YAY! He's hot. And he has abs. 6 PACk. He's an actor too. He's acted in 22 movies. YAY. I saw one scene of him in a movie...OMG he looks like Gerard can??? So HOT. his abs are like, a knockout. He acted as a gay guy. I think he IS gay. Based on my track record, if I liked a guy, he's most probably gay. but it only applies to western guys.

JARED GERARD JARED GERARD JARED GERARD JARED GERARD.

At first Gerard was angry with me for gushing over his ability to write great songs and his looks, but I think Gerard likes him. I found a pic of them both on Google. Jared's arm was wrapped over Gerard's shoulder. Smiles.

JADEyyy I shall upload your skin soon!!!