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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
IN SCHOOL.

Currently looking at ALOTALOTALOT of Mcr pictures. They never fail to strike me as hot and sexy and ultra-hot and ultra-sexy again and again. *saves pictures in MP4*

HOLIDAYS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! There. I've announced them officially. No more lazing around on the bed, reading books, eating chocolates and listening to the radio. Sigh. Ok. i wanna tell you guys about the MOST AMAZING book I came across during the summer hols.

It is called....TADA! Twilight. The second book, called New Moon. It's basically about VAMPIRES. Gerard's obsession! HAHAHA. There's this guy named Edward Cullen in the book, and he's supposed to be absolutlely GORGEOUS. Whenever I think of his name, I think of a Gerard Way look-alike. They are making a movie out of this book, and one of the suggestions for the beautiful-oh-so-amazing Edward Cullen is...GERARD WAY!!! OMGee, am I feeling happy.

I've actually learned a lot about the ppl that I've ever talked to, and I already planned all the things that I expect them to do, but nothing too high. I WILL be surprised if what I think this person would do does not do it. But don't worry, I only obsessed about this in the last week of the June hols so that I'll know how to survive. and guess what? School is pretty bearable. I guess most ppl are very predictable.

But most of you are predictable in a good way. And I love you guys, kay? But there are a few....that can't be predicted. And these ppl I stay away from. And I've realized that quite a few ppl act in their daily lives. I've been looking over a particular girl's actions these past few weeks.... I think a lot of ppl have had something to do with her being like that. But I love her. She's such a great person to be around with.

Well. I should stop obsessing about characters. I think Drama has finally gone into my head. Shoot.

Haha. During DEP camp, I had a very interesting time with our dear Mrs.Crothers.

Mrs.Crothers (MC): So, Hanis, since when have you become so introverted?

Me: Introverted? (Thinks quickly about the right thing to say without giving away too much- shifts eye contact, on her face-not her eyes- plasters slight smile on my face) I've recently discovered the library. (Holds up book) *not bad, Hanis*

MC: Welll...I don't know...you're running away from SOMETHING, but at least you're headed in that direction...ah well. (Shrugs and leaves)

That was the first one.

MC: Yeah well, i totally understand this girl's character. I was gossiped about in JC.

Me: You were bullied? What did you do to get yourself worthy enough to be gossiped about? (Tilts head in a slight angle, opens eyes a little wider-to look innocent and caring)

MC: That's just it. You don't have to do ANYTHING. Gossip is just a vicious circle.

Me: *thinks* Oh crap. I should change my tactics.Shit Hanis, look! LOOK! Dig something out! *stops thinking*. (Looks thoughtfully into Mrs. Crothers eyes, searching, searching... Found.) I can guess. I do feel a little sorry, though. Oh...ok...

She's actually pretty interesting. Hmm. That's something. . She IS a great actress.

GOTTA GO.

Or did you come
to stare or wash away the BLOOD?