Early Sunsets Over Monroeville is a great song.

I love Gerard. I was on Youtube, and this is what he said at a concert:

"Something we've been saying on this tour, is that sometimes the world could be a really ugly place, right? It's not always really pretty, its ugly, people's feelings get hurt. Sometimes its terrible, but its also a really beautiful place that we all share together, and if you ever feel depressed or hurt in any way and you find yourself feeling very desperate find somebody that you trust, that you can talk to, be it a teacher, a parent, a best friend, a therapist at school, there's lots of free programs you guys can find people to talk to. But the most important thing is no matter what, no matter what happens to you, no matter how desperate you feel, never resort to violence."

I love him. I wonder if YOUR idol says stuff like that at concerts and stuff. GERARD is MY IDOL. Without him and the band, I would be NOTHING.

I LOVE THEM.

So much.

If the band can somehow listen to me right now, this is what I would like to say to them:

Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you for being there when I fall, thank you for providing an escape when I needed one. Thank you for assuring me that you will never hurt me. Thank you for all the advice you have given me when I watch your concerts on YouTube. And last of all, Thank you for letting me be myself.


but really,...it all boils down to one thing.

THANK YOU FOR EXISTING.

FOR BEING THERE.

JUST BEING. AND NOTHING MORE.