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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Friday, August 10, 2007
Desert Song

Today was a DAmN bitch. HAHAHHA

let's see.... My parents promised me to go to Malaysia...but NOOOO.... they cancelled on me last minute.... then they took me to visit Kinokuniya at Taka, and I was desperately searching for ECLIPSE.... and they told me that THE STOCK HAS NOT ARRIVED YET. Thus, the smart me makes a reservation and very politely asks them to inform me when it arrives. ($^%^$#%^46364 was kinda going through my head at that time-)

In a moment of desponess, I called upon Siaw EE to check in at Malaysia and buy me an Eclipse book if they have it in stock OVER THERE. After that, I rushed to Borders and guess what???? THE STOCK CAME YESTERDAY BUT IT BLOODY SOLD OUT YESTERDAY TOO. I screamed NO!!! really loudly at the counter---- frigging embarrasing moment---- and the staff just laughed at me, like as if I wasn't the only one to have done it before..... HMM.

So, can you picture MOI, with a very DEJECTED AND REJECTED face slowly walking the paths of a posh shopping mall??? Yes. Kay. Now imagine my sad being finding herself in a wonderful CD shop called Gramophone. Like what I always do, I go straight to the 'M' section. (It's all subconcious, really) and -URGH- there was no MCR album. Even though I've bought their albums, it still kinda satisfies me to hold a new one in my hand and wonder how its' next owner will feel about their music. ANYWAY,,,I found something even BETTER. WAAAYYYY better. I found a 2-disc CD/DVD pack, filled with all sorts of MCRIEEEE stuff!! I thought it wasn't in stock anymore..... it includes a video diary, and music...and demo music....and videos of MCR backstage and live concerts. AAAARRRGGGHHH!!!!

I swear, I would have burned all the ECLIPSE books in the world just to get my hands on that thing. Unfortunately, it was NC16. I tried to look as grown up as possible to reserve it, but they just looked at me with a very 'sorry' kinda face. (At times like these, the Singapore government would be very happy to revel in the knowledge that they do not allow guns to be carried around by normal citizens) but I was marginally happy by the time I got out of the mall. It's damn freaky, what MCR does to my emotional self-being without even trying.

And it got even BETTER. When I got home, I heard a very lovely demo song by MCR on the net...it's called 'desert'...and it is currently my fav song now. Then then then then the KINOKUNIYA ppl called me to tell me that that that that the the the the ECLIPSE BOOK IS IN STOCK!!!! Hah!!

My Chemical Romance. What will I ever do without you???

Siaw Ee says that my blog posts have become less like the last time. Ah. I have my reasons, dear. Don't worry, I haven't become bimbotic or weird in any sense.


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