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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
CHANEL.

I am so sorry. The title has got nothing to do with my post. ;)

Well! How time flies. Soon we shall be sitting for the much-dreaded exams.... (THANK GOD History is over!) and then we will be waiting for our next-year classes... Oh the HORROR.

Damn myself. I have three pieces of homework due today and surprise surprise I haven't touched them. NOOOOOOOO. But I have something more important to tell you guys first.

Life lesson number 3. (Sorry! Can't get enough of this.*wink wink*)

3. LISTEN.
Yes, dearies. Listen. I find that ppl respond better and are more open to you when you LISTEN to them. And really listen and respond appropriately. When you are talking to that one person, treat him/her like he/she will be the last person you would ever talk to on that day. I find that extremely helpful to keep my attention focused. Don't scare them with needless showering of babysitting, but just loan them both ears. Ppl like attention, no matter how much they disagree.

Okay! That's the lesson for today. Right now I'd like to talk DRAMA. Ah. Drama.

I realize that Mrs.Crothers is in fact a very enjoyable person to be with. I think that she could be a really good friend for me if we were about the same age. If I look closer, sometimes she behaves differently around me. More... herself. I don't know her, yet I have a sudden urge to be friends with her for some unfathomable reason. She was always very much different than any friend, teacher or parent I know. Definitely unique. OMG. Gerard just blew in my ear. haha kay I'm freaking you guys out...

Oh yes. I have another life lesson.

Life lesson number 4.

4. Saying sorry.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do NOT say sorry unessacarily!! (I have absolutely NO IDEA how to spell that bloody word) I've realized that a lot of Asians like to say sorry without enough cause for it. SAY SORRY APPROPRIATELY!! Sometimes I will bump into a guy and HE will be the one saying sorry. And then I'll turn to him and go, "Why did you say sorry? Shouldn't I be the one?" And then he would stutter and stumble..coz Asians aren't equipped to handle with strangers. I used to, too, but I trained myself to be more bold. Ppl like sharon won't get easily intimidated, either.

Well. I guess that's all for now. I still have to do my bloody Malay homework...

Shit it. Damn I'm missing tuition today.

Tuition's actually kinda fun. I embarass myself by saying I look forward to it.

Heheh.

LOVINGLY YOURS,
Nisa.

(Oh. A gentle reminder:

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!)

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to stare or wash away the BLOOD?