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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Saturday, September 29, 2007
WOOt.

OKAY! So here I am, alone at home, my parents are in malaysia, my bro is in school, and my maid too. AH do I feel FREEEE!!

Any kind of normal person will be blogging about their exams righhht?? Unfortunately, I'm not normal. DUUDE. If you wanna crap, crap about the upcoming Math or MT or Lit, but PLEEEASE don't whine about the tests that were ALREADY DONE!!!! They are GONE!OvER!!! And there ain't NOTHING you can't do about it even if you knew which question you got wrong. You'll just get depressed much more earlier. So, let's MOVE ON and be ignorant about the past tests, and STUDY HARD for the next! TADA! problem solved.

So that's all said and done, let's talk about...erhmms...say.... the weekend? I'm feeling awfully wicked this week even though the most challenging paper is coming (for me) this Mon, but hey. I studied. So let's just get this over and done with.

I'm really happy this month... dunno why. I guess I have learnt something. Like, a lot of somethings. I"m just very grateful for the things that I have now, I guess. And right now, there is only ONE thing I regret in my whole life. Yes, it is my biggest. I can't see how my life is better when I didn't do it, but I think it would have been WAAAAyy better if I did it. Okay shut up, Nisa. You're crapping.

And at this point of time, I am only majorly pissed at ONE thing. Well. I tried. How bloody cool is that? All the pissedness evaporated. So that's what I'm gonna do. Lay back and not give a shit.
(I like, you the way you are. When we're driving in your car. And you're. Talking to me one-on-one. But you become. Somebody else. 'Round everyone else. You're watching your back. Like you can't relax. You're tryin' to be cool. You look like a fool to me. Tell me. Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?. I've seen the way you're. Acting like somebody else. Gets me frustrated. Life's like this to you?. You come. over unannounced. dressed up like you're somethin' else. where you are and where it's at you see. you're making me.laugh out. when you strike your pose.take off. all your preppy clothes.you know. you're not fooling anyone. when you become. Somebody else. Chill out whatcha yelling' for?.Lay back. it's all been done before.And if. you could only let it be.you will see.)

Hey hey. Don't take it personally. Just because you're from another school don't mean I can't advice you.I still like you as a friend. Just try to be more open minded. YAAy. Thx loads, babes.

OOOO yea. I accidentally took Jasmine's GG textbook that day. GOD I AM SOOOOO SOrry.
JASMINE!!!! But I'm broke. I can only pay you like, 5 bucks. SOORRY!!! I didn't knoooowww!!!

KAy. Done. Shoot it. HEHE.

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Seein y'all in a bit and a half,

ELEVEN.

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to stare or wash away the BLOOD?