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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
HOLIDAyy

So.. I went on a holiday. Which was great. Let's start from the beginning, shall we?? Alright. So first, my malaysian cousin comes over to Singapore. And damn, I had fun the whole week.

Shit. Okay. I wanted to show you the pictures, but blogger is taking a fucking long time uploading them. So what the hell.

Forget the whole trip. Let's just say, I went ice-skating, horse-riding, go-kart racing, paintballing, somehow managed to suffer a locked jaw, a bit of flu, witnessed the ms.world competitors at the pyrmaid hotel in which I was staying at, (who weren't very pretty-just darn tall), salivated over a silver lumbogini who I have declared my love for, and bought a few pirated DVD's, one of which consists of Alvin And the chipmunks and I Am Legend, and I'm currently watching a Korean drama series featuring Rain called 'Full House', but currently annoyed coz the lead actress's acting sucks big, and... yeah. That's it. Nothing major.

What I really wanna tell you is about the Christmas program that I watched yesterday. Peter Pan, ten o'clock. And no, I don't mean the direction. Did anyone watch it? I've had a crush on Petey since I was little. I longed for my own fairytale to come up out of nowhere, and whisk me away to neverland...where I shall never ever grow up.

So what an amazing coincidence when I found out Gerard played PP in a school play. HOT much? And I remember that i played Wendy and Ariel the mermaid in Primary 1.

I think the Peter Pan movie was awesome. And the lead actor? Jeremy... something?? OHH he was just beyond belief.He managed to portray the play as dark and yet at the same time, uplifting. It's supposed to be a fairy tale but it's my favorite coz it doesn't have a happy ending. Noone lives happily ever after.

This actor who played PP was I think, the best, and the hottest. I actually cried at the end...kinda hard for a movie to do. He's the very substance of dreams and nightmares, and I love him because of it. The plot is weird but I like it, fragmented... If I get a chance, I'm gonna play Peter Pan one day... in Drama. And then I can tell Gerard that I've played him too...

Okay. It was supposed to sound sad but it came out sounding wrong.

PETER PAN I LOVE YOU.

Urgh. U know what? There's an Indonesian band calld peter pan. I think they destroyed the name. MCR could use a name like that, tho....

Curently reading a psycho thriller. I went to msia and they have psychological books, like, all over the place. MY HEAVEN! My mom says if I keep reading this stuff I'm gonna grow psycho too. Haha. I think I've already been there. Still is.

So, it's this book called 'all she wanted'. And I got an interesting phrase from it.

"Tina's hair hung down her back.A glorious mass of auburn that caught the rays of the early summer sun.It was like plumage. The plumage of an angry, damaged swan who used it both to entice and to hide the scars that lay beneath."

My hair? I hacked it all off.

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to stare or wash away the BLOOD?