I am currently very much liking MCr's new song, Stay Awake. It's powerful and I think, about love. Bleargh. I suppose Gerard was right when he said marriage would affect their music. Stay...Awake...Coz someone out there loves you...

Now that I'm listening to it, I think they played the intro of this song before a song during the concert. Hmm.

Soo...first day of school, huh? Wow. Busy busy busy. My hair got good reviews...I was SO self-conscious about it the whole day. Sharon and me are gonna tie my hair into two ponytails tmr. HAHAHAH

But anyway, on with the new year. I scored a pretty good seat, 3rd from the back, 2nd left from the windows,in front of natalie,sharon and zing, and beside chaaru. The other DEP girls were at the other corner of the class while Jac and Deep scored front row seats to a teacher's wrath. GRR.

There was a weird bonding game where I felt was weird, and then we had to split into two groups to discuss this friday's class party. I somehow ended up having to make sandwiches...shit. Did I ever tell you I'm a horrible cook? But I guess I was glad at that time, coz I really wanted to get to know the other girls, especially those from econs.

If we only ever hang out with our own cliques our class is going to be damn divided..and truth is, I'm afraid of that. 2e3 was so bonded I now have a fear of being in a class full of clique rivalry.Of course, at some points I'd tend to be more biased towards drama girls..but that's only coz I know them better. Thus one of my new year resolutions is to be able not pass judgment quickly.

Oh my gerard did I just make a new year resolution? Pfft. Unbelievable.

Oh, and I voted myself Drama rep. wanna know why? I think it'll be the easiest responsibility to carry out.. and I like the feeling of being wanted. But not too much. So it just occured to me that being drama rep would be a great experience. Time for me to learn more responsibility, even if it's a little.

I sincerely think that being around the right ppl bring out the best in you. I have a lot of my close frens with me, and I feel really WARM and FUZZy inside, a really rare feeling. Or maybe it's just coz my muscles are relieved that I don't have to climb up 4 flights of steps everyday to fetch sharon.

Kristen's hair was really cool today, it just screamed "I'm rebellious! Don't mess with me! I am UNTOUCHABLEEEE!!!!!!" Which sooo doesn't fit her personality, but the fringe suited her face shape really well.

Zing's hair was the opposite. It was spastic, which really describes herself.
(I'm playing, woman, don't kill me tmr!! Heh)

Why am I talking about hair?? time to MOVE ON.

Oh yes, another thing. Just to set the record straight, I AM NOT WEARING ANY SORT OF BLUSHER. I know miss sharon enjoys seeing me suffer under the scrutiny of the girls but no, I am not wearing make-up. It is, in fact a SKIN CONDITION. I wore outdated sunblock and the outer layer of my skin DIED, leaving the beneath EXPOSED, and thus when faced by strong chemical or physical changes it REACTS strongly by turning a marvelous shade of pink, especially the SUN. Got it??

Kay. But like I said, today was fun. No distractions and I'm enjoying my 14 year old life. And I can finally read simple notes for the piano! Yay!!! Thx to nat.

I hate recess though. So...many...PEOPLE....

Oh I just got off from the phone. I just called my mom's friend to ask her how she makes tuna mayo sandwich. She says I have to do it on the day of the party itself, meaning I have to wake up real fucking early.

HAha. LAdeedah.

See ya'll tmr. Bye.