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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Monday, January 7, 2008
DENY.

School has definitely taken a turn for the better for me.

Who could go wrong with a class full of dramaians?

But strangely enough, that's where I see the absolute IRONY of the matter. For a class with the drama geeks inside, I see no DRAMA unfolding. But don't get me wrong, school has been far more enjoyable than ever but where's the fun in life without the little troubles we get in and the bitchy fights we either love to watch or get involved in??

School has been all about studying now, and I suppose Sec 4 will be 50x worse. I'm actually managing to keep up with my studies...which very oddly disturbs me. School has been falling into a daily routine, an elegant dish served everyday with no extra sugar or salt to go with it.

Using wit to backfire all comments and concentrating on learning the notes of "Disenchanted" are the few perks, but like every single latest fad of mine, it comes and goes, and the interest wanes. However I MAY stick to the piano because it exercises the right brain extremely well and I'm gonna need the brain fluids of imagination to fuel me to shake up even the most mundane things.

But the bottom line is, school is getting pretty BORRIINNGGG.

Boring as in, to the point that I'm beginning to find homework enjoyable and I revel in the fact when someone speaks in the hopeless hope that I can actually process something interesting.

And when a girl like me starts doing homework,

It means it's time to spice life up.

DEEENNNYYYY. ;D

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to stare or wash away the BLOOD?