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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Monday, January 21, 2008
To be on the edge of breaking down.

I'M SICK.
YES.
A DAY BEFORE OBS AND I'M SICK.

So I'm in the same group with Jeanna, Kristen, probably Deep, Grace (LABBPARTNER!) and Nabilah, Yim Qi, Khaleedah, Sarah.... and don't kill me if I don't remember all your names!

I don't feel too good now but I have to be strong. For OBS. Hahaha.

I went shopping with Sharon and bought eye-candy bronze sandals that look great on her skin colour. It's not really my type of shoewear- my sandals were brought from a designer sale in Malaysia for a rip-off 10RM (5 SD). They're strappy, black, and look great paired with skinnies.

Sharon's pair of sandals, however...
Bronze with a bit of bling on the side of the strap, has a higher sole than mine, would look great paired with shorts, and cost close to 40 Sing dollars.

Talk about a difference in opinion.

but we did agree on a pair of totally hip thin-material hoodie long-sleeved shirt which I have been trying to find like, forever. It's totally figure-hugging and the green shirt is a little tight. Well. It IS the smallest size. I suppose I should have gotten an S.

My grey hoodie looks awesome when worn with my 3/4 track pants, one with white lining and the other with pink. It's really cheap, too, at the original price of $20. Turns out dear Sharon knows the owner of the shop and managed to get a discount of $2 for me. YAYYY. (:

Natalie is reluctant to go to OBS coz she won't be in the same group as me. I feel your pain, girl.

I sent breek on an errand to buy disposable panties for me. And she was like... whattttt?????

okay, that pretty much describes my adventure-filled day.
Can't wait for obs...only a few more hours to go...

Though the diseased part of me just wants to stay home and go ice-skating with breek while ya'll gone.

Sniff sniff.

have fun siaw ee....

WITHOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.











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