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These scarlet stains upon my body A mark of suffering and endless pain Alone with a dark future ahead My will is all that shall remain Prejudice and fear has gripped all hearts Repentence and regret in every mind But I, I will rest alone, and young In my damp and bedded prison I lie I have nothing to give, and nothing to hide An invisible life I have led in the past But you can take my bitterness, my sorrow and my eyes, To look through a different perspective, a shadow in disguise To prove my existence I have put pain into words Being shunned and avoided is part of this world These are the reasons why I have written this will For the ignorance that I'd love to kill For the past and present, for now and then And as I finish this sentence, my pains will end.

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Monday, February 11, 2008

I see her staring at me
And she looks at me with a blank expression
I want to be her, I want to be her

I see her staring at me
And she looks at me, eyes wide open
I want to be her, I want to be her

She smiles and gives me a nod
I gulp and look away
Why can't I act like her, why can't I?

I smile and give her a nod
She just stares and looks away coolly
Why can't I act like her, why can't I?

She raises her eyebrows and walks away
I almost call out to her but don't
why doesn't she like me, why doesn't she?

I raise my eyebrows and feel too intimidated-
I walk away slowly while she just stands there smirking
Why doesn't she like me, why doesn't she like me?

And after walking a few steps further
I turn around and see her there

And after deciding to move on,
I feel her presence still and turn around,
Only to find her there

She has that smirk on her face

She has a frown on hers

She walks towards me

She walks towards me

Slowly,

Deliberately,

SUREly,

CONFIDENTLy,

SMASH!!!!

The glass mirror shatters into a million pieces,

And I see her there no more.



This is my first try at a new-style poem. It's basically about a girl, who's looking into a mirror and interpreting her own self in two different ways. No, its not two different girls.
And after a lot of doubt and self-consciousness and self-hatred, she finally decides to smash the mirror, but gains nothing from it.

Pretty sad, actually.

Or did you come
to stare or wash away the BLOOD?